Servando Magbanua 5 Hulyo 1980
The Legacy
Antay Gabriel, on his dying day,
gathered all his relatives
by his bedside
and left them his final words:
"I am going to leave, so listen well."
Before our soldiers came
we the mountain people
had nothing.
Our fathers and mothers before us
fled from the dreaded guardia civil
in the lowlands, settled here
and thought of freedom.
They felled the giant trees
slashed and burned the mountainsides
for the yearly golden dream
hunted and fished
with their nets and spears
but they never did become free.
The guardia civil came just the same
then after them the bandits
and later on the constabularios.
All had guns and all came
to enslave, to plunder and to kill.
Incensed, our fathers and mothers
fiercely fought back in self-defense
but yet disunited and unenlightened
in the end could do nothing....
In that squalor and brutal innocence
did we, their children, come
into the world and suffer.
Like them, we slashed and burned
hunted and fished, and furthermore
filled the haciendas with our sweat
bore the insults of the landlords
trembled and kneeled before the mighty
saw our brothers killed in cold blood
and, painfully, said nothing. . . .
because the land, the rivers
and creeks, the air we breathed-
we thought they were ours
and they were all that mattered.
Then they came again, the men with guns
in their haughty uniforms, and told us:
'This land belongs to the Army Reservation.
Either pay the rent or die!'
Heads bowed, our brothers and sisters-
all of us!-seethed in quiet rage
but said nothing. . . .
And so it has been: we toiled much
we were still naked to poverty
our children still suffered
and we were not free.
Then our soldiers came.
So unlike the other men with guns
in gentle awe did we shelter these men
and women and saw their fortitude
their patience and their discipline.
From them we learned many new things:
the roots of our sufferings
our strengths and our weaknesses
the cunning and treachery of our enemies
the revolutionary war - our destiny!
From there, we slowly grew in strength.
Like wild mushrooms in the fields
after the first rains of May
organizations never known before
sprouted in our mountain villages:
committees, study groups,
mutual aid teams, militias!
With bare hands and little else
we changed the face of our mountainhome.
We made gardens and orchards
out of the idle earth
fishponds and ricefields out of creeksides -
each of us unafraid of sacrifice
for the good of all!
One by one fell those who tried
to destroy our hard-won gains:
traitors in our midst,
spies from without, ICHDFs!
Never since our fathers and mothers
had a struggle such as ours
swept across the entire breadth
of Angas!
Heads up at last
we the mountain people
have begun to live like men.
And so it is now: we toil much
we are still naked to poverty
our children still suffer
the evil men with guns still come
to enslave, to plunder and to kill
but we have earned great wisdom:
now we know how to fight back
and we have come this far.
And so....
I leave you the deeds still undone.
I leave you our soldiers:
feed them and give them shelter.
Above all, learn from them.
Never quarrel among yourselves;
the long war stretches before you-
wage it with one heart and one mind.
Have courage. Be as the dangula:
strong and unyielding to the end.
And do not grieve for me; I am content.
Leave your grieving for the battle dead
but never forget. . . the land. . .
the rivers and creeks. . . the air you breathe.
Yours... and the children's....
Finally."
And with those words
Antay Gabriel died
peacefully.
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