Jason Montana
Turning Point
What did I go out to see?
The mountains awakened to a red sky?
Warriors on a tribal warpath,
All frenzied up in feathers
And royal loin cloths,
Their spears and head-axes
Threatening to split the sun?
What did I go out to see?
Igorot headhunters murdering
Each other, their village peace pacts
Bloodied and disgraced, and all
Because the old men relay songs
That chain them to debilitating
Customs and beliefs of tradition,
While fatted landlords, compradores,
And sycophant state bureaucrats
Wait to grab more ancestral lands
And to open the floodgates
On the terraces of food grains,
While mercenary troopers stand
Ready to kill and rob and rape?
What did I go out to see?
Helpless peasants of an old order
Searching for truth in wine jars
Or in the entrails of fowls and pigs,
Mourning the death of ancient mores
And stories of Bugan and Wigan,
Now cold as the rock of the gods?
I have seen the arm bands of ivory,
Raiments red and gold, beads of agate.
I have seen armed propaganda units work,
Patiently and skillfully puncturing
Illusions, and creating images
That release peasants from space to time
In the resumed revolution.
One day a village celebrated,
Feasted on three carabaos.
I saw the menfolk pick up the gongs
To dance the dance of the birds
Of a newfound freedom. I saw too
The maidens break the male circle
To dance themselves, proudly in step.
Truly is the circle broken now
That amazons have entered the warrior
Class. Worthy and capable is woman
To bear arms against the class enemies
Of an oppressed and exploited people.
She who works the rice fields,
She who gives life must defend life.
And one mountain morning I saw
A new breed of warriors
Held in parade by a fallow payao,
And proud as greening rice stalks
In the wind. The Gran Cordillera
Has birthed a platoon, an armed
Militia unit in the new sunlight!
The children watched in awe
As the militia executed drills.
The old men approved the smartness
Of their warriors of a new type,
Their reflexes well-groomed and tested,
Minds honed in ideological struggles,
Hearts remolded in service to people.
Fewer now are tribal conflicts.
New pacts are decided that protect
Against the intrusions of the ruling
Classes. The dictatorship wonders
Why the people no longer quarrel
And brandish shields and spears.
There are new lyrics to old chants.
History is bent here,
Is lifted to new and greater heights
At the fulcrum of the broad masses
Forged by the proletarian party.
The hunter allows the steady hawk
Its freedom now that he knows
That he too is on the wing.
And what did I go out to see?
A mother watched her son in the militia,
Her baby slung asleep in his oban.
I thought I caught the sun in a tear,
Of joy, perhaps,
Or perhaps not,
In one turning point in old mountains.
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