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Jason Montana 29 Marso 1980
Coming In
Before birdrise
Before the songs of good omen
The careful voice of the watchman
Rouses the squad from sleep
In the silence of lamplight
We prepare our packs and check our guns
Before the peasants rise
We are ready for the enemy
For any dawn raid to burst in on us
We could follow stealthy stars behind night clouds
And so we wait
Our minds three steps ahead of possibilities
The hamlet trusts us
Our maneuvers are storied among the people
All's well
With the cock's crow clear and confident
All's well
With the fire and the kettle full
Of sweet potatoes and grandmother concern
The old woman answers to ritual
She thinks of rice and her fishtraps
And of us before her waking
Before the song of mortar and pestle
I catch a gentle wind
Before the rice husks billow like sails
I open up at the edge of this mountain
My eyes are the eyes of guerrilla forests
I pulse with the intensity of a grenade
The land comes in
Slowly from the nightblue sky
The land comes in
Slowly from the white areas unevenly citied
Into the sunlight of these countrysides
And falls gracefully from house to house
From paddy fields to paddy fields
Then changes into a hurrying river
And my class consciousness climbs steeply
From the rushing waters
Flows with the ease of mountains
And spreads as history in the becoming of gills
My time is placed here
A morning now with the peasant masses
Once I flew like the sky without direction
Once I blew like the wind without assignment
Now caught in this Gran Cordillera turning
I learn much from the sky and the wind
The land moves in on me in a new time
Of upheaving proletarian spirit
I can balance like a ravine in the moonlight
And unearth me and the gifts of the masses
The land fulfills urgent tasks in the people's war
And wages armed struggle from start to finish
Now the sky and the wind are in the land
The call is to remold relations
To release the forces of production
And coming in is as the Party the Army the People
The early light burns brightly
Summons up a wealth of vision
I look back and wonder at where it began
And what and why and how
My urban centers are placed at midnight
Heavy with the breath of liquor and sounds of words
A memory now without regrets
With tales to tell to children and old men
Foolishly I ask why the hills outrace the valleys
And leave the vacillating to look for their shoes
The dawn answers questions precisely tactfully
Limns the backwardness of an irrigation system
Checkers the selfish promise of ancient payaos
And presents a peasant's house riddled with bullets
Over there that ridge last month
We waited for the enemy to enter a killing zone
In single file correctly distanced
The mercenaries crossed our sights with the dikes
A morning's moment held me so closely
I tensed even if I knew what I was fighting for
Surprisingly hang-ups disappeared like shadows
Seized by the sun unerringly
Home assumed the lostness of abandoned scaffoldings
Behind the people's rifle the Red fighter
Is reduced to principal contradictions
The mind grasps the key links
And nonessentials are abruptly forgotten
The bourgeois world crumbles in the ambush position
I have come to this thus far
But I have yet to clean the rice
Organizing groups have to be formed and consolidated
I am part of it all
Mark this movement to bring the land in
To beat with the time of the proletariat's persistence
In the middle of life the recruit is not late
Who accepts to be one with peasant worker and soldier
Against the class enemies of the toiling masses
See the land called barren carries the sunlight
The land that shatters dreams
Calls me to fetch water from the spring
Yes Innoh Grandmother I know where the spring is
I Comrade Jason of petty bourgeois origin
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