Emmanuel Lacaba
In Memory of Nick Solana (English)
(Died April 1975 in Davao Oriental)
I
When we met last it was you still
Who saw us off into the farming
Of the seeds of our new government of the people,
Seeds that will sprout in the mountain of rain.
When we met last we surprised
Ourselves, not once did we dream
That two students would meet again
As comrades.
Comrades now in the great
Revolution of the deprived and exploited.
We looked back with regret over days
Wasted in the deceptive shelter of the 'white' university.
You never mentioned then
Your wife, imprisoned with the others;
You had interred inside yourself the concern
For self, when we last met.
II
The seventeenth of April, at last
You are about to join the government
Now thriving, army and school
Of the masses in these mountains and plains.
The seventeenth of April, only your
Fourth day away from the city,
Unshod, you learn to tread and read
The secrets of mountain passes, hidden routes.
Your feet learn to decipher the slippery mud,
Bridge of boles, treacherous spikes,
Jagged rocks, coursing water,
Grit that bites the festering gash;
You learn the speech of the wilderness
To leave word and trace of the redemptive
Masses who have marched and advanced
Holding their weapons tight;
Learn to be hard metal, wrapped
In cotton: the metal for the enemy,
Cotton for the people - to prepare
For the long war of liberation.
The seventeenth of April, two hundred
Meters from the waiting comrades,
You received the fire and bullets
Of the traitors of class, the unseen enemy.
The traitors of class, the unseen enemy
We have punished; and gave punishment
In bitter tears, mourning your loss,
The rending of the pure heart in your breast.
We will exact retribution for you, Martyrs.
All the slain by the serpent in the grass,
As you cleared the path to the mountaintop,
A task, Comrade Nick, as heavy as your death.
As heavy, Comrade Nick, as your death,
That seventeenth of April, while the exaction
Of retribution on the traitors of class,
The unseen enemy, has the weight of hair.
And though the light of dawn beyond
The mountaintop may not reach you,
In the memory of our hearts
You will have seen the sunrise.
III
"What is that sound, Mother, Mother;
What is that sound in the field?"
It is only the wind, child, in the grass and corn,
The wind sharp and swift, brave.
"What is that light, Father, Father;
What is that light in the wilderness?"
Only fireflies, child, ornaments of the dark;
And rest yourself now, child, sleep, sleep.
Rest now, child, sleep, sleep;
Gather strength for body and mind;
Prepare hands and heart
For the time when you will understand.
And at the time of our understanding
The east wind is the storm, the march of millions!
Towering cliffs! Earth-heave and thunder!
Of the risen people!
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