Ruth Firmeza 26 April 1993 Baggao-Gattaran-Alcala, Cagayan
Remember
Remember, comrade,
as each time we stop to lie down awhile
on the parched earth, how hot is the world
especially in summer when rain is elusive
now that hunger is widespread
even as the wind blows hard
the bamboo makeshift though leaning remains intact
Remember the huts falling apart
the huts of the masses forcibly resettled elsewhere:
the ceiling full of cobwebs,
the posts decaying, the roofs rusty,
the walls ripped off, in the dirty yard
only the shadow of the vanished joy
of the residents who gladly welcomed
the meetings, the formation of bases,
before the enemy launched operations
Look at the tall saplings
arising from among the tall cogon grass
on the spot where the martyrs were buried
there where a clearing used to be are now mere makeshifts
that serve as passageways, safe routes
in the search for areas of struggle
Look at every turn of the river
the steep ravines we have to climb
sliding downward, inclined upward
a cover from a thundering helicopter
lording over the skies
while we turn suspicious of every spot thick with weeds
we muster enough courage to climb up the clouds
while holding tightly the trigger
ready to belch forth death
focussed on a target
Analyze carefully every position
would you have yourself killed without having squeezed
and pressed the trigger
or would you rather finish the enemy spying here
Never erase from memory
the burned corpses, the beheaded bodies,
our comrades slain and raped,
those who were missing and were never found,
those who were forced to eat cigarettes and their own
pubic hair,
those whose ribs were broken
while the traitors and the fascists celebrated,
laughing in their profligacy
while the radio announcers made people laugh in disbelief
and relayed news about the promotions of generals
and their decadent parties and the triumphs they claim
Let us remember the warriors
who never knelt down or asked for mercy from the state
holding tightly their weapons, weathering
everything even without a grain of salt,
even with only very little food to eat, the cold of night
and heat of high noon,
bearing to be away from their loved ones
daring to face problems
unflinchingly
and were felled.
If we remember this
(the hardships of the masses
the oppression of our country and our class
are greater than one's selfish interest,
one's hardships and sacrifices)
we can push forward
the revolution
well prepared and firm in our resolve
in thought and determination
(J.M.A.)
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